2011 will be a great year?!?!

I doubt about that. :( Why I say so?! You can refer to 'What a BOOoooOOOM' which I posted few days ago. and now... I got some bad news which make me mad, sad and disappointed.

What made me mad?!
That stupid guy, Mr. JJ and his company. I don't want to talk much about that. I just want to end this part with 'WTF!WTF!WTF!'

What made me sad and disappointed?!
Just got my result. brokenhearted. The worst result I ever get.
LE210 (Not sure it's English for Mass Communication or English Pronunciation) - B-
Desktop Publishing - B-

WTF! This is my first time I got B-. :'( and the one that broke my heart is my Advertising get B and Desktop Publishing get B-... WHY??? WHY B-????? I really tried hard on this part. But why?! Even worse than my Graphic Design. :( :( :(

What a BOOOoooOOOM!

Ops! It's not just 'a' BOOOoooOOOM, but several BOOOoooOOOM!

huh?! BOOOoooOOOM about what?!

First, MUET. Band 3. BOOOoooOOOM!
Second, got to work on Saturday. BOOOoooOOOM!
Thirdly, Bieber coming to Malaysia. BUT, it's on Thursday. BOOOoooOOOM!
Fourthly, can't get SMG at first. And now know that can't get Greyone Arsenal's stuff too. BOOOoooOOOM!

Went to Penang Plaza to meet up with the director this morning. After meeting up with him, noises come again. :( They make me feels like I'm useless, weak, stupid... I'm NOTHING!!!

Sometimes I feel like wanna change to Graphic Design, to do what I want. But, sometimes I just want to have a little change of myself. Want to be more knowledgeable, want to be more sociable, want to be more outspoken.

I guess maybe someday, maybe, I might take Graphic Design in the future.

Oh yeah.. I found a page which I totally in love with the design. Flying Mouse 365 The designs are very meaningful. Do check it out!

Quotes

Life is a gamble, go all in without hesitation and chase your dreams. Never regret the things you do. Only regret the things you don't do. - Brandon Chang

Life is about creating something out of nothing, stick to it and keep working on it. - Wayne Lim

Life isn't about what you can do, but it's about what you need to do to achieve what you want. - TiNg

I struggle, but I break free; I fall, but I get up stronger; I sleep, but I never stop; I die, but I live forever... - Wayne Lim

Still Moving Under GunFire - SMG

Fight for our dream till death - Greedy Genius

If you can dream it, then you can do it.- unknown

Never say goodbye, yet see you again. - unknown

Love the life you live, Live the life you love - Brandon Chang

不要輕易放棄, 否則對不起自己 - unknown

Targets

Again, it comes to end of the year. Time flies. People always say that have a new beginning in a new year. Some says want to hit some target in the new year.

For me, I personally think that the target is always about the same. As a student, we wish our result will be the best. Seems like there is nothing else to target. ><

By the way, here are my targets for 2011
- CGPA maintain at 3.50 above until I graduate.
- Exercise at least 3 times a week.
- Work something out (big) on design. Anything.
- Visit Singapore or Taiwan. :P
- No more pain killer and vomit.
- Take some awesome picture
- Save RM50/month

What else?! Can't think of any now.. ><

Finding the answers...

We face different thing at different stage.... And now, am coming to the stage whereby I always question myself.. Sometimes, I lost myself in the process.

Went to internship interview last friday. The miss asked me to introduce myself and I mentioned that my previous school is Jit Sin. She was like JIT SIN?!?! I was like, what's wrong with Jit Sin? haha~ okie. skip this part. She asked why I choose Diploma in Mass Communication. The very first thing come in my mind, cause I can't take graphic design. Definitely, I won't say so and I forgotten what I answered. However, when I got back to home, I think twice. Why I choose Diploma in Mass Communication? I still remember that what JiaLek said to me before I graduated from secondary school. "是你说你会留下来读中六，结果最快跑的人是你". I don't really remember why I choose to study form 6 at first. But I can still remember why I choose Mass Communication. Can't take graphic design is one of the reason. Another reason is that, I don't like to face the same thing, same formula everyday when I go out to work. Compare along the science subject, I'm more to physic. If want to choose engineering, then I have to face thing and something that is 'dead' when I work. I know I can't really stand for it. I want something that is alive. Other than graphic design, mass communication is a good choice.

Why I choose PR as major instead of Broadcasting? I know I'm more to creativity that part. But I would like to have a small little change of myself. I want to experience something different. I want to try to expose to the outsider. I want to know how people think differently. Knowing how people think make me feel like I'm grown up. LOL! You might say I also can experience it by studying other course. But, PR expose to people more. There's one challenge am facing. PR need to communicate. And I know I don't really like to talk to unknown, I don't really like to let unknown know more about me. I don't communicate with people, then how can I know what people think about? I think I should be more open and reveal myself. But, I doubt that I can do it. LOL! And sometimes, I just feel like want to seek for counselor to solve my questions and problems.

Btw, good luck to me for the internship. I hope that am one of the chosen. Popi.......

The Wedding

Went to KL one month ago to attend someone wedding dinner with my parent. For the 1st time, I step into a BIG house. Yeah, it's really a BIG house. A swimming pool, a k-box room, 2 set of piano, thousands of photo and drawing hanging on the wall, a long dinning table, a gym room and a lots more. We just took our dinner there and went to penthouse to overnight. Unexpectedly, penthouse got k-box room too! And it's updated with pop songs. :D

 

Karaoke Room

 Guest room

 

Got piano somemore

  

The bar

 

Here's the food of the wedding dinner. Basically, we're forced to finish the food that is served. Why I say so? It's because everyone is served. The food is placed on your plate. It wasn't you serve yourself by taking the food yourself. But waitress are there to serve the food to every single person. To be honest, some of the food wasn't taste nice. But I got no choice, have to finish them. 

 

I totally don't like the sauce. Disgusting.. ><

 

Fried Durian.... Original would be taste better. 

 

this is the magician that turn my RM1 to RM10. ;)