It's so near..

Oh yeah~~~~ My countdown gonna end SOON!!!! YAY!!!
Gonna end my Diploma program here.... xDDD

But, exam also so near as well...
And yet, I'm enjoying the study week just like having a week of holiday. >~<

AHHH~~~ I can't concentrate.. =(
Become more and more lazy d.... D:

Btw, I can't wait to finish my exam as well.. LOL!

Hate mE

Most of the time, the reason I hate myself is that why can I be so sloth, why can't I concentrate on those thing that I should concentrate on...

3 days 'holiday' just end like that.. Feel like I did nothing at all..

The Japan textbook controversy thingy, I can't understand still... =(

The most BraVo thing is that I went to Red Box few hours before my test. >~<

Ish~ WHY CAN'T I BEING HARDWORKING???

我相信

我相信诚意
只要我付出诚意，我一定会得到回报

我相信知己
只要遇到对的人，她一定会珍惜你

我相信朋友
只要不做对不起她的事，她也不会对不起你

我相信报应
只要你一直“唱坏”别人，人家也会一样“唱坏”你

此刻的心情：

倒数中……
还有三个星期
我就“出狱”了！

单纯是种幸福

单纯就是一种幸福

之前与二哥和“大哥”去探望躺在医院的猪肉鸿
原本以为只是去一下子，但是大家竟然聊天聊到十二点多…… 囧
听着几位“哥哥”聊天，突然觉得自己很单纯
单纯于很多事情都不懂
就算懂了，但会不出声
偶尔还会装傻
时间长了竟然会忘记
感觉单纯很好
就好象一直都是被保护的那个

上课时，有位很可爱的老师
一直灌输我们以后出去工作后一定要“忍”
人家对你再怎么差，再怎么讽刺你也要忍
不可以很直接的表示不爽
反而要以很婉转的方式来射回他
但，我的想法却不一样
我一直都认为只要你怎样对待别人，别人就会以一样的方式对待你
人越阴险，人家对你就越讽刺，越远离你
所以人越单纯越好

继续单纯下去吧！XD

Set Me Free

This took me more than an hour to set it free....

tension release...

To kill my bad mood yesterday, I'd decided to go to watch movie. Thus, I purposely come over penang earlier.

But, the movie tic I wanna buy wasn't right. :( and the point is, can't refund. WTF! 

I said I want now, which is 12.10pm, but gave me 6.20pm... Ish!!!!

So, no movie last night. 

I then headed to college and enjoy my Running Man, a funny korean entertainment show. 

After I finish half of the part, my good mood is back. 

However, when I enter the class, my mood is spoiled again. WTF!!

If things are done and prepared, I'm still ok with it if you say shot the video now.

But the point is, things ain't prepare nor discussed deeply...

Luckily, I manage to kill my bad mood with join my housemates out to buy things.

Joining them make me feel more comfortable. 

Although we ain't in the same course, but we would like to help each other

Now they know I don't really like him or so friend with him..

For me, it's just for socialize... That's not known as 'friend', for me..

and yeah~ 

DON'T FUCKING ACT LIKE YOU KNOW ME VERY WELL, BUT ACTUALLY YOU DON'T!

There are some certain things that I damn hate when it come out from your mouth! 

Don't make me being mean, I don't like to be mean....

Sometimes, I wish that you just keep your mouth shut and talk nothing...

I suddenly feel like wanna go for a vacation.. >~<

What I hope now is the time can fly faster, then I'll be out from 'jail'... LOL!

Looking forward my year end trip! :DD

Hypnotize

Ish.. why there's a mood known as sloth?
I have to try to hypnotize myself that my assignments have to be pass up by tml.. ><
Or I don't think I can finish them in time. wtf!
Try to push myself hardly...

The B-day girl

It's Jialek D-day! =D
Happy Birthday again. ;)

I don't feel there's much different compare to the bottom view.. :P

Chia Wen is so HIGH!

I like how u make wish... xDD

cute emotion! :DDD

The cake... 

Everyone is '偷吃-ing'

see... so satisfied with it.. :P

Yeah.. I'm quite regret that I chose to come here to do survey. Ish~ ruin my mood. 

Never thought of the driver one. Got no good plan for the schedule. ~!@#$%^&*(

爬山时的领悟

与慢跑比较，我比较爬山。
为什么？基本上只有两个原因
第一：我不喜欢跑
第二：爬山会让我想要到达目的地

我本来就很不喜欢跑，所以我都从来没参加赛跑！我都是参加跳高或跳远。 XD
然后我发现如果我去慢跑，我总是不会到达原定的目标。总会在途中放弃，再不然就是会把目标越放越近。结果就没能享受那流汗的痛快。
爬山就不一样。我总是会到达目的地！不到目的地不死心，就算已经喘不过气来！XD

今天爬山的时候突然领悟到一些东西。
为何我不能把功课当爬山来看待？
不管怎么样，我都会不断地推动自己，直到最后。
如果我能这样想，多好！LOL!

不过话说去爬山回来后竟然变得有心情做功课，应该早几天去爬山！


PS：今天的天空很美很美。让我有种我在天堂的感觉！可喜的是，我没带我的相机！伤心~

Fulfill my heart

"Wtf, I woke up late again!"
I said this last friday, and guess what? I said this today again! Ish~
What's wrong me me? or it's my phone problem? >~<
But I guess it's my problem....
I dream almost everyday recently. I always believe that we dream is because of our brain is still working when we sleep. Sometimes, I love to dream. But somehow, dreaming everyday is like a nightmare, no matter it's a good or bad dream. I just miss those time where I don't have dream when I was sleeping.

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Please slap me, I'm being sloth again.
Although I know I don't have much time for my assignment, 4 assignment need to be hand in right after my semester break. I have the mood to do it when I'm in the collage, but not in hostel. Wae? =(
This ain't good.
Someone push me, please.

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Recently in love with 2NE1's songs. Each of the member has their own special voice. This make the songs sound good and nice. Among those songs, I like Lonely the most. The live version is so perfect!



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Love You You, JJ's latest music. To be honest, somehow I don't like this song. However, I don't know why it touches me at a certain part. I guess maybe is the lyric and the way he sing it touches me. By the way, I do admire the one who wrote the lyrics. Is is nice, but it won't be true. >< Anyway, I don't really like this song still. sorry.



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Have you ever seen a person who always joke with a serious face? No, right? Even a person joke with a serious face, he/she can't always do it. But, bingu TOP always joke with his serious face, which always make us like 'are you serious?!' He did his random joke again during an interview. Can't get rid of it! LMAO!



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Paulo Coelho: I write to empty my mind and to fulfill my heart

Pretty Boy

My all time favourite English song.


Pretty Boy - M2M
I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I've only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind

I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

I used to write your name
And put it in a frame
And sometime I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall

You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

[BRIDGE]
Oh pretty boy
Say you love me too

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

Last Chapter

每个故事都有始有终

没有一个故事是没有结尾的

我想我也应该让它结束了

整理心情，然后进入另外一个chapter

这一章有很多美好的回忆

但都是个人的回忆

就继续让它继续成为个人的回忆吧

人总是要往前前进

不能停留在一个地方很久很久

不然就会被抛弃

然后什么都得不到

Korean Music Wave in Malaysia

YAY! KMW was held in Stadium Merdeka last Saturday night. It was a fun night. For the first time, I prepare nothing for a show or concert. I just bring myself and enjoy the show. No camera, just scream and get myself high.

To be honest, among 7 groups of artists, I just know one very well. Others was like know their band name, but not their songs. So, for the front part of the concert, I was just waving and follow what others fans shout for the songs. But I try to control my voice too as I don't want to lose my voice for the ending part.

After about 1 and a half hour, FINALLY, it's time for Seungri. Although, I don't like his attitude much, but he did gave me a good impression that night. He is good in promoting the atmosphere. All the audience scream as loud as they can when he come out. He also asked us to jump high with him. Besides, what his hyung(brother) won't do, he'll does it! Like learning the local language, which GTOP wont do it. Seungri, you're bagus too. Paling bagus!

After him was GD and TOP, my bias of the band. We started to stand on the chair and get high with the duo. Although can't get to see them, as everyone is standing and placing their hands on the air, but I still really enjoy the concert singing along with them. One thing I realize during the concert is that GD is really small. When TOP hug GD, it's like papa hugging his son. LOL! And again, TOP did show his randomness again by replying 'right here'. The show ended with 'HIGH HIGH'. I can see that the audience is dancing along with them during the 'ha ha ha ha ha' and 'la la la la la' part, including me. xD

The only thing that I really disappointed with is the organisation cancel the last song, how gee, which should be performance that night, been cancelled in the last minutes. This is because of the MCs keep on repeating that the show is end, which I can see that they are playing with us, as they want us to shout encore as loud as we can. But too bad, people do believe it is real and started to walk away. When the MCs realized it, they just quickly go back to the backstage. By the time, more and more people leaving, so the organisation cancel off the very last song. So sad. They don't even officially say 'goodbye' with us, I means Big Bang.

If I were asked why I like them so much, I will definitely answer "It's not only because they have high songs, but their fans are so united to shout out the same thing together during the show."


This is what I meant. You can listen to their voice clearly. Yeah! I do enjoy this. ;)

The day before KMW, Big Bang was in Singapore to perform for the F1. This is what my friend, Debra, get for me. My bias, TOP a.k.a tabi. She was so close with him!

I feel like wanna pinch his face. xD

ish~ I'm addicted to him d.. And I start to miss those boys d... >~<

What can I do

疑问：人为什么活着？
答曰：人活着就是要追求梦想。

疑问：那为什么要追求梦想？
答曰：这样人生才有意义。

疑问：有什么意义？
答曰：可以学到很多东西。

疑问：学这些东西来做么？
答曰：追求梦想啊！

疑问：那为什么一定要追求梦想？
答曰：这样生活才会多姿多彩。

疑问：除了追求梦想，难道就没有其他方式让生活也过得精彩吗？
谁来帮我解答


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狮子的脾气来得快，也去得快。
可笑的是，很多时候ta并不知道为何自己会情绪化。

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#nowplaying VI - 어쩌라고 What can I do

TVD & KMW

"Vampires are back in the town." YAY! After waiting for so long, finally, 'The Vampire Diaries' is back! It's now airing season 3. Although it stop broadcast for a long time, I'm still loving it and it always make me can't wait for the next episode.

The next thing I'm looking forward is Korean Music Wave concert. WooHoo!!! First time go for a 'alien language' concert. Haha~ Can't wait to see TOP, GD and Seungri. Too bad that Taeyang and Daesung are not coming. Hope that the next time they visit Malaysia, it will be a complete Big Bang. 

魔幻子弹

很多时候多么希望2012是世界末日。
就像电影一样，全部消失于瞬间。
那我们就可以不用去烦，不用担心未来。

很多时候你的心情就是做什么都不是。
没心做功课，没心玩游戏，没心上课。
这种情形应该多听一些动感的歌，而不是类似蓝调的歌。
至少动感快歌让你活力起来，不像蓝调让你一直沉淀于焖烧的心情。

不是每样东西都是通过网络去寻找的。
可不可以用脑去想，让它婉转些？
不要像魔幻子弹一样，
相信所听到、看到的。
动一动脑筋吧！

Tik Tok

Time flies. Tik Tok. Have to race with it.

But I'm kinda no mood. :(

The Big House

I went to KL last week to visit my daddy's friend with my parent. That guy is a rich guy. This is the second time I visit his house, but this is the first time I overnight there. It is a big house, real big house.

1st floor living room

one conner of the living room

dining room. such a long dining table...

swimming pool..

second floor living room also have a piano. There's a small kitchen there too.. 

Karaoke room

Movie room

Karaoke room and Movie room is separated. I like movie room. Even the seat is same as cinema seat. O.O

There is only one thing that I don't like about the house is that there's no ceiling fan, not even one. They only got floor fan, but they usually don't use it. Most of the time, they switch on the air-conditional. 

Seafood couple weeks ago

Couple weeks ago, my daddy's friends came up for seafood. So basically, my whole family having seafood for 3 to 4 days continuously. Among those days, I just took one of them. It's when my daddy treat his worker during raya break. 

Guess what food will be served when you see vinegar.

This is it! Shark fin..

My first time having shark fin two days continuously. ><

Chicken + Duck. The only meat we ate

I can make an conclusion that many, especially those who always eat fish, don't like prawn

十年的我

她跟我说，女孩子有时不要太坚强的好。
我说，不是我太坚强而是想寻找一个比我更坚强的人。这样我才会有安全感。

究竟你保护得太不露痕迹，还是伪装得太好？
曰：两者皆非。只是了解的人自然就会看得出我的脆弱。

亦或是太习惯那种跌到了再靠自己努力站起来的坚强？
曰：寻找不到那份安全感当然要靠自己努力站起来；当那份安全感就在身边，他自然会扶我一把。

那三天的努力是值得的。因为终于得到他的肯定。唯一不喜欢的是，想请那些没有贡献的人闭嘴否则不爽的程度增加。


比起之前，我更有所保留。什么都不想说，什么都不想解释。懂的人自然会懂；不懂的就罢了。到目前，只有一人能让我感受得到一丝丝的安全感。但我还得自己努力，因为她在课业上并不比我强。


P/S：最近听太多我最爱老林的歌（话说很多都是伤心情歌 >< ），搞得我的心情依然没什么好转。

Bad mood

It's a new semester. New semester = result release. This time, I got good news and bad news for it.

Lets start with bad news. My target for Photography fail. Aimed 'A', but get 'A-'. It's still acceptable. And here come the wtf! I got 'C-' for media law. Ish~ Definitely pull down my CGPA. Checked the CGPA for C- is 1.67.  wtf!

Jump to the good news part. First time get an A for his subject, but it's just an 'A-'. Anyway, I'm still glad for it. :)

After counting the CGPA myself, I got a BIG problem. It's not over 3, 2.88. I can't get the scholarship if the CGPA is not over 3. For the first time, I get a 'C'. And it is the worst 'C' I ever get. WTF!!!! It's because of the media law.. >~< I thought that I can get higher mark in this subject as I have the confident. In the end, WTF!!! I shall appeal for that subject. I can't believe it. :(
I have to get at least 'C+' to get scholarship for this stupid law subject.

WTF!!

Bad dream

Woke up with a bad dream ain't good, especially those make me feel sad. Cause it will affect my mood.

I had a dream which make me feel sad last night. It was mainly about I've not attend the class for a long time as I was so weak. When I'm back to school, I can't remember anything. My class, my seat and what had happen. I feel the sadness when he come to me and said 'I heard about you. They said that you didn't come to school is because you no longer have the heart to study.' I was like 'Yeah, I know what they talk about me.' but I kinda lazy to explain why. And people start can't understand me. They said that you have to say it out then people just know what you thinking. At the moment, I just thought of some friend, even he/she didn't say out anything, you still can understand them.

I woke up and think... Will someday I don't have the heart to study?
And my mood ain't so good because of the dream.....

#ItsGDay

Today is a big day for VIPs, fans of Big Bang. Why? Cause today is the team leader, Kwon Jiyong's birthday. At the age of 24, he can write and compose many pop song and they hit the top chart for several week. All Big Bang songs is written by him. Lies, Haru-haru, Last Farewell and a lot more are still loved by many. Although he's not my bias, but I admire his talent.

His hair style in the first half year of 2011. And he's bald now!

For those who can't recognize him, please visit this site and also view the link given at the bottom of the page. Then I think you can recognize him.. ;)

#ItsGDay today and tomorrow is #BB5thAnniversary

Featuring in EOS again

Oh yeah! I'm so glad that my photo is featuring in EOS world again. :D
Place taken: Permatang Damar Laut
Thanks to my friend who bring me there. A nice place to enjoy the strong wind by the beach. =)

Movies

Went for movies lately. To be more specific, it were comedy movies. It had been a long time I dint watch comedy as I always prefer action movie. ;)
By the way, watching comedy movie is so fun, especially the cinema is just you and your friend. You can laugh as loud as you can. No one care! WooHoo!!
Watched 'The Hangover Part II' with wen wen ooi and 'Zookeeper' with my lovely brother. My next target: Horrible Bosses. YAY!

Random me

I found that I become more and more random lately.
Randomly decide to go to Singapore;
Randomly decide to go to capture photos;
Randomly decide to go to Langkawi;
Randomly decide to go to Kampar.

But this time, mum not allow me to go Kampar. How sad...
Wish to visit Singapore again during end of the year, but now Lek can't make it..
And at the same time, Dory ask me to visit Singapore with Jessica few days later...

Should I go? But I still wish to visit there during end of the year. >~<
If not going Singapore during dec, I don't know what to do after graduate...
If I go now, I also don't know what to do there.. >~<
Any suggestion for me???

很忙的假期

放假已经是第二个星期了，可是怎么感觉上比上课还要忙？！哈哈！这证明了这个假期过的很充实？？LOL!

放假的第一天，依然在赶功课。囧？！那个功课可是花上我马币两百多！更囧！那功课就是摄影！对，没错！就是摄影！钱都是花在洗相片。>< 希望到时分数出来别让我失望就好。

第二天，就出发到Langkawi玩！WooHoo~~~ 在我的记忆里，除了槟岛, 大马其他的岛我都没去过。哈哈！虽然Langkawi很小，但是很好玩！最喜欢的就是Island hoping. 很刺激！我终于知道搭船也会内伤！yeah, I'm serious. 最爱的景色是Tanjung Rhu. 很浅的海……不管你走多远，那水也不会高过你的膝盖！照片依然在编辑中~~~

游玩回来后的时间，不是花在编辑照片就是帮姑姑包饭。虽然已经编辑很多照片了，但是还是剩很多。感觉上会编辑不完。>< 心想：怎么我有时间拍照，可是却没有时间编辑照片？

林先生终于在昨日换公司了！我只是希望新公司会对我们后援会好些。

今天，总算在Harry Potter下影之前看了！第一次待到后面那个team production的字幕重复第二遍才离开。然后才发觉只剩下我一人！哈哈！

假期想去找一个我很久没见到的死党。但老妈说如果要驾车，就得找一个伴。可惜，我却找不到。但，我依然像驾车去~ 怎么办？要说谎吗？><

P/S: 这次去的目的有三个：看看死党最近过得如何(LOL!)，问课程 和 太平湖！

老师尽然like这张！早知道交这张就好~ 

什么最多

这个学期是我玩得最多，痛苦得最多；奋力得最多同时也是堕落得最多的一次！
为何这么说？

玩得最多：一个学期里，在上课的期间跑了几个地方去玩。吉隆坡+云顶+新加坡~ 从来没有计划说要去的，然后就很突然间的决定要去。>"<

痛苦得最多：忍受那些无法接受的+熬夜赶功课

奋力得最多：就只是赶功课的时候。为了达到自己的“完美”要求，不惜一切的牺牲了精神+睡眠+金钱！

堕落得最多：考试~~ 不懂怎么了，几乎是完全没有心情读书。书捧在手里，念着念着，但没进脑。都不懂在读什么；似乎懂了，却进不了脑…… >"< 看着考卷，努力的回想，却记不得。最后只好无奈地把手举起来，呈上问答卷。:(

Sunrise

很多时候，我们都会说日出和日落很美。正所谓“夕阳无限好，只是近黄昏”。可是当我整整背着相机，驾驶到地球的某个角落准备拍摄的时候才知道天气是日出和日落的关键！在不理想的天气都不会浮现很美的夕阳。不甘心的我为了要达到想要完美的要求，可以连续几天往同一个地方拍摄！LOL!

超爱这张日出。感觉就像童话故事电影里所看到的景色。

如果想要拍日出或日落，请先登入天气预测报告的网站查询！

You may proceed to here or here to see others sunrise and sunset photos. ;)



残！再过两天就考试了，但依然没心情读书。怎么办？Slap myself hardly.

伴侣

很多时候当你独自撑了很久的时候，你会很希望有个人给你依靠。
有时候的我，确实有想要一个伴侣的念头。在这里，都是自己撑到底，偶尔很累。
若有个伴侣，至少能一起分担……
现在终于了解为何有了伴侣的朋友会突然间变得很依赖他人。

那天雯问我：你生日快到了，有缺什么的吗？
曰：男友！LOL!

最近赶功课赶到快疯了~
三天几乎只是睡了那几个小时。
话说，那是group assignment……
怎么感觉就只有我一人在做？
重点是assignment也是关于到设计的！wtf!
那三天，真的让第一次感到我背着一个很重很重的包袱。
当然，也很清楚的感觉到自己的身体“衰弱”了~

虽然现在是study week，但完全没有心情读书。
现在只是想让自己好好的休息……

Little Creation

Open another blog purposely for photography and design... It's all about art.. ;)
Feel free to drop by....

http://littletingcreation.blogspot.com/

11' Wushu Competition

It was couple weeks ago... Here come the photos... ;)

People that I haven't meet for a long time...