17th September 09

　　Recently cant sleep well in the night.. No wonder why..

　　Tuesday.. Microeconomics class again... I cant understand the whole lecture that day.. DIE!!! Do some note for microeco during yesterday... This is my first time doing notes in hostel.... Am a person who doesn't like to do homework at home / a place which I relax myself... And start study the note given by lecture.... Cant even understand what I'm studying.... Lame~~~

　　Today, microeco tutorial... Lecturer give away the exercise... BOOM! Totally don't know what am i doing.. Just follow what the lecturer said.. And my friends around me keep on asking me "how", "why" and "what"... Am already suffering headache during doing the exercise... The addition noise make me feel worse more.. But I cant express it... Am not smart enough.. And base on jitsinlogist... Student dislike others kacau or ask this ask that when he /she is busying / concentrating or etc and they will try to escape from those trouble.. And yes.. Am part of that kind of student.. Sorry~ I really dislike people kacau me when I'm busy and concentrate on my work.. I'll feel very annoying... Yeah~ Just now... Am suffering headache and try to answer those question given... It's already feel very vexed.... And the noise make me more and more vexed and gonna explode soon... Last week exercise I get excellent and a good... But I don't think that I'll get such good result for this exercise..

　　Maybe I'm too emphasize about the marks and results... BUT, I got my own reason... If you know me before, you'll know that am not very emphasize about the result.. Cause what I thought is "you already put your effort and try your best, result is not important".. But now.. It's opposite... Cause am apply for half scholarship.. If I din't get good result, then I have to pay all the money.. But I don't have afford to pay it.. So that's why I quite emphasize with my result.. SORRY~ However, I still wont change my thought - 尽力就好...

　　Good luck for me~

　　Am going to watch G-Force in 3D tomorrow after my tutorial!! Time to relax~ And finally... Happy Raya Day~ :)

Back to Visit Campsite

     Friday... Again.. Wake up at five thirty.. Seven fifteen go to school by bus... Reached school around seven thirty... Sit at canteen, chatting with friends... Class should be start at eight morning... But... Still din see our lecturer go into class yet.. So still sitting at canteen wait for our lecturer.. After sometimes, here come another lecturer and she told us that our lecturer got an emergency incident... He cant back in time... Lame.... Friday... The only class which I need to attend... Canceled... =.= After sometime, back to hostel and pack my thing back to hometown.. :) Carrying a lots of thing... Take bus, ferry and bus... Back to BM... Meet with my parents.. Then they fetch me to Tanjung Dawai...
      On the way to Tanjung Dawai, I snap some photo of the beautiful blue sky... ^^

 

  

Besides, I too snap a signboard... :)

     I'm just 5km from Aimst, college which my friends study there... However, my final destination was not Aimst but Tanjung Dawai... In addition, I'm not the driver... Reached Tanjung Dawai around two afternoon.. The sky start to turn darker... And its rain... Again.. Lame.... Cause I have to ride boat back to my campsite, which is just opposite Tanjung Dawai... And now, I need to wait for the rain to stop then just can go...

 

  

  

     The rain stop at around three quarter... And we depart and ride boat back to my campsite... The main purpose I back to campsite is to collect my certificate, take my PLKN tee, CD and pass the CDs to my friends.. However, I got nothing.. =.= My coach ask me why din I phone the office and tell them that I'll back to campsite to collect my certificate.... :@ How MANY times I phone the office?! And they din even pick up any of it.. Yes, they only pick up one of it... BUT!!! They pick up and left it there... Dint talk to me also.. So?! pick my phone and din answer me.. so consider din pick up my phone... ~!@#$^*()_ And this is what I said to the coach "Cikgu, dah banyak kali saya panggil office, bukan hari ini saja... Beberapa hari dulu saya juga panggil mereka... Tapi mereka tidak pernah angkat panggilan saya... Saya marah juga, Cikgu....". And the coach just smile with me... =.= She told me that they will post the certificate to me.. If I din receive it within two weeks, she ask me phone back the office... ~!@#$%^&* need to phone back the office... As what I know, they seldom pick up the call... Before back to Tanjung Dawai, meet with my friends again.... And there is a lot of topic we want to share with each others, but I'm lack of time... Sorry~ 

San, Xia, QiQi and Me

    Night.... Went out with my best friend, wen... Feel like din meet for a long time after I go National Service.. Went to Auto City and have our dinner at Sushi King... It was my first time having my meal there... Shame? Haha~ Erm... Hope that can hang out with you guys again...

 

     The next day morning, received email from Cikgu Syed... Haha~ Finally he reply me.. And he told me that the resident back to hometown and before the bus depart they cried same as a child.. haha~ And I reply "Too bad.. I'm not there.." Haha~~~ Oh ya... I too did a video for our camp... A summary of our activity in the campsite.. :) Feel free to watch it... Enjoy!

Recently

Today I went to english library while waiting my frens finish their class. There's some pass year question in english library. So I go read it. Wasai!!!! The microeconomics... Lecturer said that it's very easy, but I don think so. For those topic I have read, but I still cant answer it and some of them not sure which is the correct answer. Microeconomics Paper consists 3 Section. Section A - Objective + True/False (50Questions/50Marks); Section B - Structure/Short Essay(Not Fixed); Section C - Data/Graph(Not Fixed too). All add up 100 mark. And according to the outline given, final exam consist of 60%. Oh no!! Am going die for this subject. How?! I dint study Economics before, I totally dont know the concept of economics. Who can help me? Besides, the lecturer a bit like Tony Chan. Teruk la! Besides, sometimes what he said is not related with Microeconomics and sometime I dont know what he say. =.= Human Communication.. It's much easier than Microeco. Section A - Objective(20Questions/20Marks); Section B - True/False(20Questions/20Marks); Section C - Structure(30Marks) and finally Section D - Short Essay(30Marks). About the structure question, it's more about explanation and also need to give examples. I think Human Communication is much more easier than microeconomics. Visual Communication... Section A - Structure(60Marks); Section B - Sketch/Design(40Marks). Erm... This one.. I can say that it depend to my luck. If luckly, then I can sketch the picture; If unfortune, then I cant score well. After read through those pass year paper, I feel quite stress. Since I'm taking half schoolarship. So I have to maintain in a good result. Besides visit library, I too go to do my student card. During that time, seniors go to the office to take their results. And I heard what they said. Most of them got 2.++... Oh.. Stress more...
       I went to Gurney to watch G.I. Joe this afternoon. It's a perfect show! Love it! I'm waiting for the 2nd episode! Sure I'll go watch the 2nd episode. Yeah~ I feel like long time din step into the cinema. Its only take around 20min to walk from my hostel. But I wont always go there just because am lazy. :)
       About friends.. Although I know some of them before I come study, but then I seldom communicate with them. My new friend here.. Till now, I still cant find any of them which I can totally accept with their attitude. Mostly is 60:40. This make me miss my secondary friends much. Hope someday I can meet the one I can totally accept with him/her. ^^
      Erm.. Recently mail my national service coach. Finally one of the coach reply me. :) And chat with him for a while. Haha~ The funny incident is... I donno what he said in the mail. Why?? Cause he reply me in malay and using short form although I use english to send the mail to him firstly. However, I prefer the another coach reply me. Haha~ Cause I talk to him more often than this one. I think he dint check his mail yet. Nevermind~ I guess he'll reply me. Cause I sent him something special. Haha~ Yup~ Am going back to campsite to take my certificate  this friday. Luckily the Visual Communication lecture dint change to friday. :) Yeah~ Friends, I'll be there on Friday!!

Just Feel Wanna Write Something

Back from national service recently... After back from NS, then start my college life within 5 days..
No time to rest.. Just keep on packing my thing and edit the photos which I took in NS..
Before back from NS, I use 2 days to pack my thing.. Day before I back and the day I back...
After back from NS, then take all my thing which I bring to NS out from luggage.. And put in things which I wanna bring to hostel...
Come hostel during Saturday morning, but after I arranged my thing in the drawer I go back home again...
Doing nothing on Sunday... Just edit and upload photos... I feel very weird that didn't have activity during Sunday.. Why?! Just because of NS.. We start our class and training on Sunday and rest on Friday and Saturday.. I think I will take only one or two week to adapt myself with this.. Haha~
Sunday night.. Back to hostel again.. And I found that only me alone stay in the hostel.. I remember that Auntie Judy(the one who in charge in hostel arranging) said that she wanna arrange 3 person same room me.. But why now only me?! Erm.. Don't care about it..
Monday.. Wake up at 6 in the morning.. Go to school at 8a.m by van.. Orientation start at 9.. Again.. Doing nothing at canteen.. Orientation.. Quite bored.. And feel quite stress when they talk about the marking skim... Back to hostel at 3.. After back from college, I meet Auntie Judy.. She ask me to move into other room cause she don't allow one person stay in one room.. So I pack my thing again and move into another room with 2 seniors..
Tuesday.. Class started.. First class is Human Communication.. Continue by Microeconomics.. Then finished the class of the day... Since I din take English, so I'm quite free...
Today, Wednesday.. Just got one class, IT class.. 8 to 10.. But go to school at 7.15... The lecturer is a Malay.. And this class is VERY BORING!!! After back from college, then out to gurney with seniors and back to hostel at around 3... Have a snap and out to take my dinner at 7...

What I found different between National Service and College Life
- National Service > Malay ; College > English
- National Service > Sauna ; College > Igloo
- National Service > Full with Activity ; College > Quite Free and Boring
- National Service > All Free ; College > All Money
- National Service > No Time to Snap ; College > Always Have a Snap
- National Service > Exercise Always ; College > No Exercise



And now... I miss NS life.. I miss some of the coaches and friends too..
Will phone them tomorrow night... ^^

简略 NS Life

6月18日 - 6月20日
第一天.... 忘了几点去搭巴士.... 10++am 开车... 11++ 到达营地.... 报道... 然后把东西带进房间.... 午餐.... 冲好凉后就kumpul... 安排房间+kompeni.... 然后就搬东西....
这3天... 做的东西是KKJ.. 也就是Kontrak Kita Janji.. 做什么的呢?! 也就是向我们一般camping刚开始要做的东西.... =.=
刚开始讨论的时候.... 咱华人给意见... 直接拒绝... 算~ 我们什么都不理.. 坐在旁边讲话... 但是.. 老师却说我们没有参与... lame到~ 做也不是；不做也不是....

另外... 自己不会却装很会...
画旗的时候, 坐在旁边的我看了想要帮忙, 但是死都不给... suak~ 随你们便... 最后一名就最后一名... i dont care.... 结果.. 星期一晚上performance最后一名, 旗也是last.... =.=

总之... 这3天很闷 + 很难过... 没东西作.... 有点想要回家的感觉.....


6月21日 - 6月27日
开始活动了.... 5.30起床;6.30早操;7.30早餐;8.30集合;9.00上课;10.30 tea time;11.00继续上课;12.30午餐;14.30活动;16.30 tea time;17.30 riadah;18.30晚餐;21.00集合+活动;22.30宵夜;23.00集合;23.30睡觉....

这就是一整天的活动(星期日到星期四)... 早上9点到12点半的课... 可以说是很废的... 叫什么呢?! modul 1 - saya; modul 2 - kita..
modul 1 - mustahil ke boleh, sikap, mendengar, pilihan, tanggungjawab, kreativiti, perjanjia and imej & diri sendiri
modul 2 - percaya, kejujuran, tanggungjawab(kumpulan), menang/kalah, betul/salah, matlamat ........
课程很废... 游戏.... 如果你是旁观者的话, 你会说幼稚;如果参与其中, 你就会enjoy...
我的班4个老师.. cikgu nonie, cikgu mas, cikgu mie n cikgu jo....
Cikgu Nonie(F)... 很好... 蛮不错的~
Cikgu Mas(F)... 上了几天的课, 然后cuti两个星期....
Cikgu Mie(M)... 我喜欢他的酒窝~~ haha~ 也不错... 有时我班完全没有老师, 他就一个人撑完整个课程..
Cikgu Jo(M).... 很静的一位老师.... 只是教过我们一只舞蹈而已... 然后就没了... 但是还是进班...
*F=femail; M=male

上课前必唱的歌
Hijau



下午2点半到4点的活动... 没有规定.... 第一个星期多数是步操... 当然也有上一些课... 关于pertolongan cemas.... 偶尔没东西做的时候, 就会给我们玩一些小游戏... 没记错的话... 这个星期, 我们有玩tali rendah....
教我们pertolongan cemas的老师.. cikgu sidi(M)蛮好的....
tali rendah... 也是一样... 全部他们玩到晚.. 我们站在旁边看... 除了那些每个人都要过关的, 才会用到我们... 不然没我们的份~
记得有玩一个小小的游戏... 不是很好玩..... 就这样...

5点半的riadah... 不一定每一天都是riadah... 有时做别的事情...
riadah不是很爽...

晚上9点的集合后偶尔会看一些movie... 看跟早上上课有关的movie... 一个字... 闷!!!!!
有时没有集合... 就一直呆在房直到被通知....

第一个星期... 几乎每天都是12点才放人睡觉... =.= 好累! 好多panda!
星期五.... 8点集合.... 然后9点... 华文课.. 弟子规... 到10.30.. tea time... 之到下午2点... 去SP的佛堂.... 5点多6点才回camp...
星期六.... family day... 休息一整天...

6月28日 - 7月4日
跟上个星期一样... 只是这个星期是kembara halangan.... 还有上课方面就是Kraf Hutan + Navigasi... 其他的都一样... 没什么特别...
kembara halangan... 那个monkey xxxxx我过不了... 原因.... 手掌流汗.. 每次手掌流汗都是这样.... 其他的都okie~
那个上课..... navigasi... 简直就是geografi的课... 只能说他们都没我想象中那么厉害..... 很简单的东西都不会.... =.=
Kraf hutan... 我们肯定输他们.. 那些植物, 完全不懂.....

7月5日 - 7月11日
也是一样.... 这个星期玩的是tali tinggi.. 也就是flying fork... 蛮不错的... 不够刺激.... 嘿嘿~ 我们玩之前, commander show off... 他用那种超人飞行的姿势来玩.. 搞得我们也想用那个姿势来玩... 但是老师不给.... 我玩后, 走回去... 回的时候, 看到朋友.... 然后跟她比个good的姿势... 然后commander问我... syok tak~ syok la! mau main lagi? MAU!!!! 但是老师不给.... sigh... 下次了~ 老师说下次可能给我们用超人的姿势来玩... heihei~ 不懂真的还是骗人的~ 那里老师说的话不能听得... 等下说一, 过后说二... 不然就是这个说这样, 那个说那样... =.=

好像在这个星期吃榴莲... 谢谢commander出钱给我们吃... 嘿嘿~ 当然还有其他人... ^^ 想不到在那里可以集体吃榴莲、山竹和红毛丹.... 由于喉咙痛, 所以只是吃一小块榴莲... 然后就跑去找那班不吃榴莲的朋友.. 一起吃山竹... 哈哈~


7月12日 - 7月16日
这个星期。... 有karnival sukan... 类似运动会... 但是... 只是早上到中午而已... 下午却休息.. 哈哈~ 我当然是睡大觉... :p karnival sukan 我参与排球... 女生的比赛.... 只是玩开球的分数而已... sien~~~ 虽然不是很会玩, 但是... 不是站在那里摆美,就是一直开球... 闷到~~~ 运动会当天晚上是majlis penutup pembinaan karacter.. 也就是早上那个关于modul的课程.... 然后就一直玩到12点..... 哈哈~ 很开心.... 隔天不用那么早醒...

回之前的一天... 咱们再次玩kembara halangan... yeah~ 这次手没有流汗.. 那个monkey xxxxx的过关!!!.. 省下我洗鞋的力气~ 哈哈~ 下午... 去aktif agro bank card... wasai! 下午12.++出发... 结果5.++才回到camp... =.= 其实很早就到银行了.. 但是人数太多..... 就轮流.... 等到4点多才到我们这辆巴士..... sien 到~ 在巴士上睡觉.....


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