Just cheer me up

Finally, new semester started.. I should be "YES! Finally, they're out of me!" and YET, it seem to be opposite way..... I was questioned "Are happy living there?" And my answer was "No, I'm totally not happy at all." But, it's not the matter of the living place. It's the matter of my soul. Yeah... I'm totally in a bad condition. :( I need an output, but I don't know whom to talk to. And I hope that his arrival will cheer me up. I need to cheer my soul up. Shortness happiness doesn't help. You can see me smile, but it'll just end up like that.