Too many things, too many noise, too many effect...
It comes to the end of the semester, which means it comes to the time where we need to hand in all the assignments and also presentations for the assignments..
Sometimes, working in stress is a force to move you forward. But, sometimes it gives a negative effect.
When someone is trying to move forward in the stress, and yet the results he/she got are not as good as he/she predict to score, it turns the particular person to move backward.
And when that happen, noises come in to interrupt. The person started to question, question a lot. Question why, why these happen. It then follow by losing confidence and fall. She feels like that she is useless, she is nothing. She is LOST again.
For this time, she totally lose herself. She questioned herself seriously, and yet she can't find herself the real answer. She questioned Why you pick this course, cause the one that I really like is not allowed to study. Why you choose to major in PR instead of Broadcast, cause I want to make some changes for this time. Why you want to make changes for this time, and there is no answer for this. Do you know what you want in the future, I want freedom, I wish to fly around, I wish to meet different people, I wish to meet those people who are very experience in the living life. Do you really like people, I don't think so. And she founds that there are some contradictions between the two questions that she answered just now.
She knows what she want, but she doesn't know what she needs to do. Communicate more maybe, but she knows she can't do it as she doesn't really like to publicize and share her thought with others. She knows she will only let who is very close to her understand her.
Can you see what's in front of you? The answer is NOPE! I see nothing....
Can you see what's in front of you? The answer is NOPE! I see nothing....
image adapted from http://almondcroissant.wordpress.com/
Can someone light her up and teach her how to be strong and stay strong?
No comments:
Post a Comment