分居

近几个星期回家，发现家，似乎已经不是家了……它只是一个让我回去睡觉的地方。

自从新年后，爸妈吵架…… 从冷战，到现在的分局。
妈现在很多时间都呆在姐姐的家，因为要照顾baby；
爸现在住在另外一间家。每天回家都不到十分钟就出去了。

那天因为想拿食物而跑去那另一间家，才发现原来爸在那里靠自己生活。
自己煮、自己洗衣、自己打扫……
顿时有股说不出的心疼。心疼这么多年的感情现在居然变成了这样。

虽然之前老是觉得爸太依赖妈了，然后还一直拿妈来出气，感觉很不爽。
但现在这状况更让我心疼了。心疼爸、也心疼妈。
心疼为何那么多年的感情，居然会变成现在的分居。


心，很复杂。难以形容。

Act Stupid

Act Stupid
- avoid conflict
- don't want to involve in any issue
- don't like + lazy to give explanation
- FUN

Un-satisfactions of the semester
- why am I giving others to present on the part that I'm doing? WTF!
- why am I letting people to delete part of my work? WTF!
- why am I letting people to let me present the simplest part, and it's not even done by me? WTF!


Random thought
- When we sleep, is another me at another world doing something else?

冷战

Cold war in the house....

#arguement
#days
#weeks
#months
#brokenheart
#sad
#mad
#silence
#no_conversation
#tears
#unsolved_problems
#no_money
#alone
#run_away_thought
#deserve_more_love
#where_is_the_love
#indescribable_words
#it_really_hurts_a_lot

He's back

It's been more than one year, and finally he's back!! =D

Stories Untold..... Really looking forward for it as two of the hit songs released are so damn nice...
I'm now addicted to "Practice Love"... very got FEEL~~~~ :D



Though I said a lot of his bad thing between this one year, as I was in K-POP, but I love him still.... And yes, I miss him... :P

Cry On My Shoulder

最近不懂为何这首歌一直在脑里“响着”……



最近一直做一些奇奇怪怪的梦，感觉就像是 Alice in the Wonderland 一样，神奇的世界。
不同的是每个梦都不一样，但每个梦都发生不美好的事。
我可以有个觉没梦的吗？T^T

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如果下次我说我进院，别紧张。因为我进院通常是因为我要调水……

letter

Dear body,

     I don't like you, I seriously don't like you. You totally don't match with my character. When I was young, I believe that you're strong, you're healthy. But somehow, after discovering that actually you're not, I can't accept the facts. Even though I'm trying hard to accept the fact that you're not healthy, but I still feel disappointed on you. I seriously don't like to take medicine everyday to improve what is lacking in the body. This makes me feel that I'm a weak patient, who need to take medicine everyday to survive. I don't like this feeling, but still I have to take the medicine. Another thing I find out is that the more I grow up, the more you unhealthy. I wish that I will never grow again. And I do really wish that 2012 is the end of the world, which it's not, how sad.

     Okay, fine. I'll try my best to fix you. I try to take in whatever you lack of, I try to output whatever that is excessive. I'll try to fix you, but can you promise me that you won't treat me badly? Cause I don't like the feeling. No, should be I hate it! So, please be good to me. I'll be very thankful for that.

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Brought a Korea travel book yesterday, which only notes about Seoul. I found that Korea is much much more bigger than I thought. There're too many places to go, too many things to eat. I don't know where to go, what to do, where to stay. I suddenly feel that I don't know Korea at all... >"<